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Mar. 27th, 2008 | 10:56 pm

making this a very private journal...


update on life...
bday sucked

no longer will celebrate them nor be happy for my own

work sucks
may have a job at apple

hitting the gym next week

may not be going up to plymouth.
STILL AFTER A week cant cash my check

and tomorrow getting another check

good for nothing job

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so

Feb. 15th, 2008 | 03:21 am

which should i get....

an apartment or live in a dorm?

I need help people. The apartment i will have my own room, and share stuff with another person.. using craigslist and stuff
going to have a roommate

dorm... sharing a room and a bath room with loads of people.

need help

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i have a dream

Feb. 7th, 2008 | 08:17 pm

I am happy
I am I am happy
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
[One day]
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
We gonna work it out oh oh
we gonna work it out oh oh
we gonna work it out
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
[that one day]
that one day
all of the people and myself
are gonna find a better way
My dream is to be free
my dream is to be
my dream my dream is to be
my dream is to be
my dream is to be free

A search for brighter days
I ride through the maze of the madness
struggle is my address
where pain and crack lives
gunshots coming from sounds of blackness
given this game with no time to practice
born on the blacklist
told I'm a little average
A life with no cabbage
that's no money if you're from where I'm from
funny,
I just want some of yours son
dark clouds seem to follow me
alcohol that my pops swallowed bottle me
no apology
I walk with a boulder on my shoulder
it's a cold war
I'm a colder shoulder
I fight the same fight that made Martin Luther the king
I ain't usin' it for the right thing
in-Between lean and the fiends
hustle and the schemes
I put together pieces of a dream
I still have one

I am happy
I am I am happy
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
[One day]
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
We gonna work it out oh oh
we gonna work it out oh oh
we gonna work it out
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
[that one day]
that one day
I'ma look deeper than myself
are gonna find a better way
My dream is to be free
my dream is to be
my dream my dream is to be
my dream is to be
my dream is to be free

The world see me lookin' in the mirror
images of me gettin' much clearer
dear self,
I wrote a letter just to better my soul
if I don't express it,
then forever I hold inside
I'm from a side where we outta control
rap music and the hood play a fatherly role
my story like yours, yo, gotta be told
tryin' to make it from a gangsta to a Godlier role
and Jewish people in cold caves
hate has no color or age
flip the page
now my rage became freedom right
write dreams in the dark
they far, but I can see em
I believe in heaven more than hell
blessings more than jail
In the ghetto, let love prevail
with a story to tell
my eyes see the glory of, well,
the world waitin' for me to yell
I have a dream

I am happy
I am I am happy
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
[One day]
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
We gonna work it out oh oh
we gonna work it out oh oh
we gonna work it out
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
[that one day]
that one day
all of the people and myself
are gonna find a better way
My dream is to be free
my dream is to be
my dream my dream is to be
my dream is to be
my dream is to be free

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yes we can!

Feb. 7th, 2008 | 08:03 pm

Artist: Will.I.Am
Song: Yes We Can (Barack Obama Song)

Lyrics:

It was a creed written into the founding documents that declared the destiny of a nation.
Yes we can.
It was whispered by slaves and abolitionists as they blazed a trail toward freedom.
Yes we can. Yes we can.
It was sung by immigrants as they struck out from distant shores
and pioneers who pushed westward against an unforgiving wilderness.
Yes we can. Yes we can.
It was the call of workers who organized;
women who reached for the ballots;
a President who chose the moon as our new frontier;
and a King who took us to the mountain-top and pointed the way to the Promised Land.
Yes we can to justice and equality.
(yes we can, yes we can, yes we can, yes we can...)

Yes we can to opportunity and prosperity.
Yes we can to opportunity and prosperity.
Yes we can heal this nation.
Yes we can repair this world.
Yes we can. Si Se Puede
(yes we can, yes we can, yes we can, yes we can...)

We know the battle ahead will be long,
but always remember that no matter what obstacles stand in our way,
nothing can stand in the way of the power of millions of voices calling for change.
We want change!
(We want change! We want change! We want change...)

We have been told we cannot do this by a chorus of cynics who will only grow louder and more dissonant.
We've been asked to pause for a reality check.
We've been warned against offering the people of this nation false hope.
But in the unlikely story that is America, there has never been anything false about hope. We want change!
(We want change! I want change! We want change! I want change...)

The hopes of the little girl who goes to a crumbling school in Dillon are the same as the dreams of the boy who learns on the streets of LA;
we will remember that there is something happening in America;
that we are not as divided as our politics suggests;
that we are one people;
we are one nation;
and together, we will begin the next great chapter in America's story with three words that will ring from coast to coast;
from sea to shining sea - Yes. We. Can.
(yes we can, yes we can, yes we can, yes we can, yes we can, yes we can, yes we can, yes we can...)



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jjXyqcx-mYY

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Happy New Year

Jan. 1st, 2008 | 12:21 am

While I am here to wish everyone a beautiful New Year. I am so happy to have friends like you guys and I hope that in the future we could do more then what we have.

Anyways enjoy your New Year.

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Aug. 15th, 2007 | 02:16 am

i just wish for one more hour or one more day
to be in your arms, just for you to hold me
i just want more time to feel safe
your hearts beating fast
and its slowly putting me in a daze
i am drifting off to a peaceful sleep
and you have to leave me again
and it hurts me even if ill see you
in a few days, its just not the same when your gone
i am lost and i hear nothing but the voices
that are in my head, when all i really want to hear
is your voice, your breath and your heart beat
i have to wait for another day to get this

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Jan. 13th, 2007 | 08:58 pm

hey everyone...

ok, the songs i write on here i just write what comes to my mind and out of my head. most of them are on here as private.
the rest that arent private, i am looking for comments. if there is an issue with what i rite then discuss it with me and not on here ok?
please become more mature and discuss it with me, alright? do not act like there is some issue that i need to come clean with shit this is
my journal not yours. and remember that. and from now on this journl is private.


shy

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ever wonder

Oct. 31st, 2006 | 07:39 pm

ever tried to actually figure out why people do the things that they actually do?

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to put it bluntly

Oct. 16th, 2006 | 11:56 pm

LIFE SUCKS

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(no subject)

Aug. 5th, 2006 | 01:18 pm

hey go and join r_n_a_h its a good community

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