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Feb. 23rd, 2010 | 09:57 pm

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http://culg33k.blogspot.com

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Mar. 2nd, 2009 | 11:11 pm

so i am giving up. if you need me just add the new journal i posted on here a while back. i am not going to be on here for a while

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Thank u for letting me see

Nov. 23rd, 2008 | 05:13 pm
location: United States, Massachusetts, Norfolk County

So after a bottle and a half of wine last night I realized something. I am good just the way I am. All the goals I have created I am going to start following them. My goal at the end of 5 years is to gradute with a degree in culinry arts and culinary nutrition, with an associates in baking and pastry. I will the a concerantion in food service, I just had a break through during the week of finals I realized I want to help children. So I am going to study when I am done for by phd in pedactics I don't know if it's spelled right. I want to help over weight children diet healthy and have love for themselves. Unlike the doctors who kept blaming me for by weight and never tried to help me understand theeffects and the reasoning behind it.

So in turn I am starting to save money for a car, an apartment. And a life so I can afford medical school, if I need to go to it. I guess I am really happy I don't look like I am gonna be 22 huh?

I am learning sign lanuage and Spanish right now it's going well. I am going to attempt Italion and Japanese next year.


Anyways new out look on life and new everything I am looking forward to the greener grass and the whitest snow falls.

Thank you for reading. Paz y amor

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All alone

Oct. 19th, 2008 | 01:31 am
location: 41.792145, -71.371780

I feel as if I am left
To always having to defend myself.
My actions
My responses
My everything
Are always questioned
I am left defense less

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Oct. 18th, 2008 | 06:56 pm
location: 41.792145, -71.371780

Hey everyone I am going to be getting a new account soon so be in the look out for a new friends name

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cheated hearts... i love this song

Sep. 30th, 2008 | 08:13 pm

Cheated by
The opposite of love
Held on high
From up up up above
Kept my high
From the second one
Kept my eye
On the first one

Now take these rings
And stow them safe away
I'll wear them on
Another rainy day
Take these rings
And stow them safe away
I'll wear them on
Another rainy day

Take these rings
And stow them safe away
I'll wear them on
Another rainy day
Take these rings
And stow them safe away
I'll wear them on
Another rainy day

Well I'm
Taka-taka-taka-taka-takin' it off
And she's
Taka-taka-taka-taka-takin' it off
And he's
Taka-taka-taka-taka-takin' it off
And we're
Taka-taka-taka-taka-takin' it off

Sometimes
I think that I'm bigger
Than the sound
I think that I'm bigger
Than the sound
I think that I'm bigger
than the sound
I think that I'm bigger
Than the sound

She'll take on high
She'll take on high-igh

Well sometimes
I think that I'm bigger
Than the sound
I think that I'm bigger
Than the sound
I think that I'm bigger
Than the sound
Well I think that I'm bigger
Than the sound

Cheated by
The opposite of love
Held on high
From up up up above
Kept my high
From the second one
Kept my eye
On the first one

Now take these rings
And stow them safe away
I'll wear them on
Another rainy day
Take these rings
And stow them safe away
I'll wear them on
Another rainy day

Now take these rings
And stow them safe away
I'll wear them on
Another rainy day
Take these rings
And stow them safe away
I'll wear them on
Another rainy day

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"what the fuck have you done lately" wanted

Jun. 29th, 2008 | 01:19 am

saw wanted and loved it. i am in an ok mood. trying my best not to be depressed.
my friend backed out of going to pride.
i am sick of trying to keep friends. if you want to leave leave. i am done with people being fake.


i am going to live what i am living and fuck the people.

peace and love






"Absolutely (Story Of A Girl)"

[Chorus:]
This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

Now how many days in a year
She woke up with hope
But she only found tears
And I can be so insincere
Making her promises never for real
As long as she stands there waiting
Wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes
Now how many days disappear
When you look in the mirror
So how do you choose

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

[Chorus]

Now how many lovers would stay
Just to put up with this
Every day and all day
Now how did we wind up this way
Watching our mouths for the words that we say
As long as we stand here waiting
Wearing the clothes or the soles that we choose
Now how do we get there today
When we're walking too far for the price of our shoes

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

[Chorus]

[Guitar solo]

Well your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

[Chorus]

This is the story of a girl
Who's pretty face she hid from the world
and while she looks so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a - girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles
When she smiles!

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afi god's music

Jun. 29th, 2008 | 01:00 am

This is what I brought you
This you can keep
This is what I brought
You may forget me
I promise to depart
just promise one thing
Kiss my eyes
And lay me to sleep

This is what I brought you
This you can keep
This is what I brought
You may forget me
I promise you my heart
Just promise to sing
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I thought
I thought you'd need me
This is what I thought
So think me naive
I'd promise you a heart
You'd promise to keep
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

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Jun. 18th, 2008 | 02:09 pm

i am just sitting here in my undies
wishing i was cuddling you close
but i know that will not be
for another year or 3
so until then ill wait
and use my body pillow as my mate

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May. 23rd, 2008 | 08:02 pm

"Ugly"

Are you ugly?
A liar like me?
A user, a lost soul?
Someone you don’t know
Money it’s no cure
A Sickness so pure
Are you like me?
Are you ugly?

[Chorus]
We are dirt, we are alone
You know we're far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it’s far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we're far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?

Turn a blind eye
Why do I deny?
Medicate me
So I die Happy
A strain of cancer
Chokes the answers
Are you like me?
A liar like me?

[Chorus]

I don’t care, you don’t care
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, just like me
I blame you, you blame me
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, like me

[Chorus]

Are you Ugly? [X3]

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